Messy doesn't bother me. I always said that messy is a sign of a creative mind. It's just completely out of control. And I still have to donate the rest of my Mom's stuff that I'm not keeping. And eventually I want out of Florida, but I don't know to where. I also promised a friend that I won't make any huge decisions for at least a year. I know she's' right. I just spend a lot of time being tired.